You are not old. I'm glad to hear that you got a new suv. I want a new car so bad. I live near the beach to but sadly I never go. I should. I'm sure that you will be fine. You'll have fun not working, then you'll get bored. I did. Well actually I was going nuts. But hopefully you won't! My best friend and I didn't fight today. Which is good. We talked and everything seems to be better now. We will see for how long. I went and spent time with him tonight. I missed him sooo much. I didn't want to leave. I actually started to fall asleep in his arms. That was nice!