What an icky yucky rainy day 
but it is TGIF 
and I am off this weekend!!!!!!! Yeah for me !!!!!! I got house work to do but it will have to wait till Sunday cause we are going to the beach on Sat. just going to go and relax and enjoy the (hopefully) nice sunny weather tomorrow. Not to much going on here. The hubby was offered a job with another company down in southern De. and we are both seriously considering that he take it. We could use an new start...with all the bull shit and bad memories here it sounds pretty nice to get away from it all. I am not happy here anymore...and yes its because of the affair. I will never forgive her & I have never gotten a real apology from her (nor will I ever get one) and that really hurts cause she was my friend. There are just to many bad memories here I cant even go to my fav. place and shoot pool and hang out cause she goes there and I dont want to see her or even hear her voice...the pain and anger are still to overwhelming at times. I hate the fact that out of no where that shit will pop into my head and take over all my thoughts and trap me in a state of anger and dispair for hours. Oh well time heals all wounds, right? You guys have a great friday...chat later...kisses 
but it is TGIF and I am off this weekend!!!!!!! Yeah for me !!!!!! I got house work to do but it will have to wait till Sunday cause we are going to the beach on Sat. just going to go and relax and enjoy the (hopefully) nice sunny weather tomorrow. Not to much going on here. The hubby was offered a job with another company down in southern De. and we are both seriously considering that he take it. We could use an new start...with all the bull shit and bad memories here it sounds pretty nice to get away from it all. I am not happy here anymore...and yes its because of the affair. I will never forgive her & I have never gotten a real apology from her (nor will I ever get one) and that really hurts cause she was my friend. There are just to many bad memories here I cant even go to my fav. place and shoot pool and hang out cause she goes there and I dont want to see her or even hear her voice...the pain and anger are still to overwhelming at times. I hate the fact that out of no where that shit will pop into my head and take over all my thoughts and trap me in a state of anger and dispair for hours. Oh well time heals all wounds, right? You guys have a great friday...chat later...kisses