Hey lovers,
I hope everyone's thanksgivings and shopping or anti-shopping time went smoothly. On Wednesday I had thanksgiving supper at my apartment with my mom, step-dad, sister and Ryan. Then Thursday I worked all day, Friday I worked all day but then went out for dinner with my Dad, step-mom and step-sister and they bought me an early christmas gift, a new comforter and bed sheets. I sleep on a cloud now.
The last few days have been really anxiety ridden for me. You'd think the first idea that would come to my mind would be, "do you need to start taking your meds again?" But no, my silly brain picks out the wrong reasons and I dig myself into a deep dark hole of "what the fucks" and me calling in sick today for a mental health day.
Buuuut I'm working on things now. I have my coping mechanisms and I am trying to practice them and I'm back on my kolonopin (goodbye booze.)
I have this thing for nail polish now that is pretty silly. I am trying to accumulate nail polishes that have inappropriate names. For example, one dark red color I got is called "Under 18" and another glittery purple color is called "Back Alley Deals" WHAT! Awesome If you have any favorite colors with naughty names like that, send the name my way and I'll try to get them
I hope everyone's thanksgivings and shopping or anti-shopping time went smoothly. On Wednesday I had thanksgiving supper at my apartment with my mom, step-dad, sister and Ryan. Then Thursday I worked all day, Friday I worked all day but then went out for dinner with my Dad, step-mom and step-sister and they bought me an early christmas gift, a new comforter and bed sheets. I sleep on a cloud now.
The last few days have been really anxiety ridden for me. You'd think the first idea that would come to my mind would be, "do you need to start taking your meds again?" But no, my silly brain picks out the wrong reasons and I dig myself into a deep dark hole of "what the fucks" and me calling in sick today for a mental health day.
Buuuut I'm working on things now. I have my coping mechanisms and I am trying to practice them and I'm back on my kolonopin (goodbye booze.)
I have this thing for nail polish now that is pretty silly. I am trying to accumulate nail polishes that have inappropriate names. For example, one dark red color I got is called "Under 18" and another glittery purple color is called "Back Alley Deals" WHAT! Awesome If you have any favorite colors with naughty names like that, send the name my way and I'll try to get them
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bitten:
you can borrow mine
helloiamthomas:
Hope all is well =] Keep on keeping on the holidays are super hectic.