Is there any chance that professional counseling might help? I just hate seeing anyone with such a black cloud over them, and you really seem to want to get out of it.

yea, professional counseling might actually work. i used to see someone for depression a few years ago and it helped me out a great deal.
but whatever u decide to do, i hope u feel better.

Some times getting away can help you take a step outside and see what's getting you down. I'm sorry you're feeling blue girlie I hope something comes a long to brighten your day!

thank you for your concern, just wish I knew where to go

I'm sorry you're feeling this way.
Hope you feel better soon.