You're back! I just checked out your journal the other day to see where you were. I'm now going to see what a potato naan is so I know whether to be flattered or insulted.
funny, i was gonna do that for you too but i didn't know if you were gone on purpose of because of more shtuff....
so l.a., i don't know...good?..... i just keep seeing things that i wish i didn't have to give up in ny, and i know that i have to be here to have my goals achieved and i'm in a band now which makes me really happy i dunno, with my best friend....
people just can mean so much more to you than you think that they do until they're gone.......
and you my love?, do tell.. i'll speak more when i'm not quite so down.. it's been a weird day.... lots of thinking..too much i'm afraid..
its not that black and white.....she still comes over and pokes me .....just to see that i care.......she is the type who always has a boyfriend...........she cant be alone........maybe the truth of it all is that there can be no friendship..........but still even after we broke up wwe were hanging out and having sex occasionally..................6 months ago when she started seeing this guy she replaced me on every level.........even on friendship..........now she comes over once the distance has set in and sets up rules of how we can be friends only if all of us R.............dont you think theres something quite strange about that if not dellusional......
