belladonna

Hey @penny and @missy

I’ve been struggling a lot to keep going here in this website! I decided years ago that I would be a Suicide girl and I finally became a hopeful.

Now, I decided that someday I’m going to be official. I know it’s a hard path to get through and sometimes we are just sad with the lack of support.

But luckily, thanks to my daily streams here I have member’s support and that’s the best part of it 🖤

Sometimes I feel like I want to quit, or I feel that I’m getting nowhere. But I won’t quit!

I discovered that I love to work as a model, and that’s what I’m going to keep doing. Even that it seems like I am forgotten inside this website, I’m still going to be here, working and struggling hard.