Life would be so much easier if all it consisted of was my eating the brains of others and the maybe the occasional limb here and there. I don't mean that. Yes i do. No, not really. ARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!
Have you ever been so frustrated with yourself and your life that your stuck in limbo. No movement. No moving forward. Not even any movement backwards.
I have a full on hatred of myself in effect right now. I'm so angry with me i can't even talk straight so i end up sounding like an idiot to everyone i try and communicate with which makes me feel all the more an idiot. Fuck.
I know. Would i care for a little cheese with my whine? Why, thank you. I don't mind if i do.
ugh....
I cant wake up for anything now that I'm on nights. As far as the job I am doing, I always thought I would be an astronaut or a pirate. However, of all the things in my life, my job is the second best thing in it.(aside from my gf) I don't get enough hours tho. The tori Amos album is sweet. I got it for my mom for xmas.
"rugging up and going to the footy" in Oz land, rugging up kinda means getting warm. like putting your jacket on and getting ready to face the cold. and footy is footy! never ask an australian man what footy is! they'll think your nuts! its australian rules football. you know. a bunch of big strong macho men running around in little shorts, tackling each other so they can kick a little ball through dumb goal posts. im obviously not a sports grrl!!! xo
anything tori does is gold!! and she looks damn hot as a librarian! xo
well then I work at a comic book store and go to school I am in my prime and living the life of my dreams . . . creating poetry and loving what I am presently capable of. I wish that everyone had this opportunity I wish everyone had this balcony view on life.
i see spacey has already explained it to you,i wouldnt have put it quite the same way but essentailly she is right.
as for the job thing....no i guess not,although i've been a bike courier for nearly nine years now.
its a love/hate thing.
i cant wait for the footy season to start.
The thing is, it was the name that got me. If it had been called "Joe's Special Beer", I'd have dumped it after the first sip. But "Old Peculiar"... maybe it's supposed to be like this: the chalk-tasting white sediment, the gruesome odour, the corpse-flavoured aftertaste. Maybe it's just really peculiar. Maybe it's an acquired taste. Maybe the next sip will make it all make sense. But no.
I did try a non-contaminated bottle some time later, and it was quite good. A little peculiar, as one might hope, but very palatable. Worth a try.
(No, in case you're wondering, I've never tasted a corpse... just using my imagination here... )
Edited to say: Actually, I am doing more or less what I thought I might do...
Also: Tori has a new album??? Excuse me while I run to the record shop...
Hmm... vampire name... perhaps you could stick with the sylvan route and be Sylvia. Huh? Sounds like a good vamp name to me.
sorry the boy's phone rang too early for you. *hugs*
-Ash
Livia it is then.
[Edited on Jan 13, 2004 7:34AM]