Another round of holidays draw near. 2 x-mas parties down, 2 more to go. I need to go Christmas shopping this week to get gifts for everyone and their mother. Lately i've been feeling a bit lonely being single. Well I guess thats expected during the holidays. I haven't had time to go out and chill in one of these valley clubs and mingle. I dont know whats going on with me anymore, and i dont know if the worst part is that i've been single since i've been here, or that i'm starting to have feelings for my married co-worker and she's straight. I've been really thinking of getting myself a tattoo on my ribs for x-mas. It's been a long time coming and i've put it off for months. Anywho, times are so weird now, I could probably write for days on end with everything that's going on in my head and in my life, but once I pull out my pen i can't put it to paper. Sometimes I feel like writing is all I have and that everything will be worth it if I could just tell my story, but I can't.....
Always Love
Always Love
booth83:
Those are some dangerous feelings to be haveing, be careful.
belakiss:
they aren't feelings, they are a belief in which pain is my metaphor for sacrifice.