beexlaura

I've spent last week end in Lille trying to find some answers to old questions. I ended up in a museum of natural history, totally at a loss.
I was longing for a part of my innocence (I guess) I totally lost a few months ago. And the only thing I found was that most people are even more "broken" than I am. It's too sad for me to handle right now. Maybe someday I'll recover from all that's happenned to me in the last 10 years. But I cant see any improvement.
The irony of it all is that I'm writing it on this blog, that maybe two or three people I dont know will ever read.
I'm not sure I'm going to hang around here for a very long time.