Is it bad that I am the only one that talks to you? I think you are awesome so I enjoy checking up on you and talking to you. What book should I read? Mr. GuitarPlayerMan.

I know the feeling about jamming with others... And I'll try and get a picture of my Ricky up by this weekend.

It is strange when you walk down the street, people avoiding eye contact. Try this sometimes, look every male you see coming towards you in the eye, count how many immediately drop there glance and move aside to give you room. It bugs the shit out of me how little confidense some people have that they're scared to even look you in the eye. I mean it's not like it's jungle law and too look someone in the eye is a challenge. Sometime, yeah it is, but 99% of the time it isn't.

I've tried the beard, and I hated that too, you still have to shave your neck, and it's just as hard to keep it groomed too unless you are going for the mountain man/ zztop look.

~r

I got a pic of the guitar in my journal and in my photo folder, I said I would. She's a 12 string beauty

~R

Some of that is the Rogue Valley. I've lived all over the place and it seems like here lots of people look like they are straining to be cool. It looks physically painful.

I'm really looking forward to going to Maui next week. It is so different there. I hear you about the whole level up mentality.

Sometimes it feels like someone being more proficient than me somehow nullifies my accomplishments or abilities. I know thinking like that is a total waste of time but I guess it's human nature for most of us.

yeah I love this guitar, too

you should hear it... so full and vibrant

but tuning it can be a real pain in the ass

~r

I dont know why but grrrrr...just grrrrr! I feel alot ike you about people. I hate the I'm better than you attitude. I call it the I'm more punk than you thing..hahaha. I'm to old for that shit nowadays. People seem to always think I'm a hardass by what I look like, but I'm actually completely different. I'm passive and very sweet. Well, have a great night sweetie...and dont forget GRRRRRRRR!

~MG

I will check out both those movies this weekend! Thanks.

Hey, by the way, we are officially going to invite guys to play hockey too! I am out of town from Monday the 10th until Sunday the 23rd, but after that we should return to our normal schedule of Wednesdays and Fridays at 5pm. I might start a game on the weekends in Medford too. E-mail me if you want to play! and spread the word

I am pretty happy most of the time. I'd like to think it takes a lot to really piss me off. I hope you are doing well. Have fun this weekend.