sooo this week has been kind of stressful.
i sat and talked with my stats teacher bkz i'm not doing well AT ALL in her class. i need a C in her class bkz it is the pre-requisite for all of the other upper level psych classes that i need to take. if i dont get a C in this class, i cant take the other ones. so that puts so much more pressure on me to do well in this class bkz if i dont, i cant take most of the classes i signed up for next semester. PRESSURE.
ugh. but i'm going for tutoring tomorrow, and the quiz we have tomorrow doesnt have any math in it, so i think i'll be okay. i hope so.
all of my other classes are goin well tho. i have a bunch of shit due next week before thanksgiving, but i'm going to work on getting most of it done tonite.
so i decided that i'm going to just spend thanksgiving at my house this year, even tho i really dont want to at all. and justin's family invited my family and i down to his house, but my grandfather is coming, and this could possibly be the last year that i spend thanksgiving with him. so i'm just going to grin and bare it. i'm only going to be home for thanksgiving day bkz i am working a double on wednesday, friday, saturday day, and working a double on sunday too.
SHOW ME THE MONEY. i figured i might as well bkz my bank account is hurting after paying bills, and i wont have anything else to do since no one else will be here. i feel like work is really hindering my social life tho. kerry wants me to come down tomorrow nite and party, but i have to work til 10:30, i wouldnt get there til 11:30, and i have to be at work on saturday at 10:30 AM. blah. so i probably wont go even tho i miss ker like crazy. i'm going to see if she'll come up sometime thanksgiving weekend tho.
justin and i are getting fully reimbursed from our non weekend in NYC, which is good.
i just talked to my mom for over an hour for the first time since we had that fight. and my dad was right, my mother is set in her ways, and it's best to just ignore what she says that pisses me off, rather than dwell about it and get upset. bkz it's really not worth getting upset about, bkz she wont change, and life is too fucking short. that's the conclusion i've come to.
i had a dream last nite about an old best friend of mine, jill. we were so fucking close and just lost touch when we came to college, mostly bkz she could give a fuck less if we talk, and i just grew to not care too, even tho i miss her, and think it's shitty. but why should i make an effort if she doesnt?
by the way, i never wrote about it, but the USED show last week was fucking awesome. my roommate and her boyfriend came with us too, and they really had a good time, so that made me happy. it was just a good nite. even tho the THREE bands that opened for them werent that great. oh well.
okay, time to buckle down and study for the rest of the nite. need to do well.
laaaattteeerrr.. xox.
i sat and talked with my stats teacher bkz i'm not doing well AT ALL in her class. i need a C in her class bkz it is the pre-requisite for all of the other upper level psych classes that i need to take. if i dont get a C in this class, i cant take the other ones. so that puts so much more pressure on me to do well in this class bkz if i dont, i cant take most of the classes i signed up for next semester. PRESSURE.
ugh. but i'm going for tutoring tomorrow, and the quiz we have tomorrow doesnt have any math in it, so i think i'll be okay. i hope so.
all of my other classes are goin well tho. i have a bunch of shit due next week before thanksgiving, but i'm going to work on getting most of it done tonite.
so i decided that i'm going to just spend thanksgiving at my house this year, even tho i really dont want to at all. and justin's family invited my family and i down to his house, but my grandfather is coming, and this could possibly be the last year that i spend thanksgiving with him. so i'm just going to grin and bare it. i'm only going to be home for thanksgiving day bkz i am working a double on wednesday, friday, saturday day, and working a double on sunday too.
SHOW ME THE MONEY. i figured i might as well bkz my bank account is hurting after paying bills, and i wont have anything else to do since no one else will be here. i feel like work is really hindering my social life tho. kerry wants me to come down tomorrow nite and party, but i have to work til 10:30, i wouldnt get there til 11:30, and i have to be at work on saturday at 10:30 AM. blah. so i probably wont go even tho i miss ker like crazy. i'm going to see if she'll come up sometime thanksgiving weekend tho.
justin and i are getting fully reimbursed from our non weekend in NYC, which is good.
i just talked to my mom for over an hour for the first time since we had that fight. and my dad was right, my mother is set in her ways, and it's best to just ignore what she says that pisses me off, rather than dwell about it and get upset. bkz it's really not worth getting upset about, bkz she wont change, and life is too fucking short. that's the conclusion i've come to.
i had a dream last nite about an old best friend of mine, jill. we were so fucking close and just lost touch when we came to college, mostly bkz she could give a fuck less if we talk, and i just grew to not care too, even tho i miss her, and think it's shitty. but why should i make an effort if she doesnt?
by the way, i never wrote about it, but the USED show last week was fucking awesome. my roommate and her boyfriend came with us too, and they really had a good time, so that made me happy. it was just a good nite. even tho the THREE bands that opened for them werent that great. oh well.
okay, time to buckle down and study for the rest of the nite. need to do well.
laaaattteeerrr.. xox.
tarzan:
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twotoner:
Hey there...just wanted to say hiya. Haven't talk to ya in awhile. Hope all is well with you!
