about my divorce...
slowly i'm learning that i'm not really as fucked up as i thought i was...or as i was lead to believe. i see my actions in the past and have judged myself harshly, "why do i feel as if i'm 'gonna' lose it?", "what is wrong with me?", "why am i a party pooper?" now i'm learning that my cross to bare, being sensitive to my surroundings and those close to me, in a way fueled my moods. i have become of late, more social and am seeing that i'm just fine. i can 'close' down a bar, i can go see live music or go to a car show and not be a mess. i must add a big thank you to those of you who have sat and talked with me and told me i'm on the right path and to 'live free'. i am and i do, today. i must add that i have thrown out my 'man bag', too.
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slowly i'm learning that i'm not really as fucked up as i thought i was...or as i was lead to believe. i see my actions in the past and have judged myself harshly, "why do i feel as if i'm 'gonna' lose it?", "what is wrong with me?", "why am i a party pooper?" now i'm learning that my cross to bare, being sensitive to my surroundings and those close to me, in a way fueled my moods. i have become of late, more social and am seeing that i'm just fine. i can 'close' down a bar, i can go see live music or go to a car show and not be a mess. i must add a big thank you to those of you who have sat and talked with me and told me i'm on the right path and to 'live free'. i am and i do, today. i must add that i have thrown out my 'man bag', too.
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