i've been in this haze of living recently. i broke up with now, my ex. i had this crazy experience which truly took hold of my life. i was intoxicated with how things were going. then that thing was taken out of my life. with no word, no real warning. i dont know if what caused this thing to begin is still there, i dont know if this thing will come again. i can only hope. that intoxicated feeling drove my mind to contentment. i was focused with a purpose. everything for a reason. my friend and i keep reminding each other of that. everything happens for a reason. sometimes it is so hard to see what that reason is. what is the reason for the things going on in my life. the things given or taken away. that intoxication made me happy. i had been so miserable for such a long time. that feeling of intoxication seem fleeting now. i dont want that to just be a memory. all i know to do is wait. 
autumnfade:
It's hard, I never thought breaking up would be so hard you know all the songs about it? Not me -never happen to me right? Well it happened to me and my X - I can say from my heart "I understand" Time will heal but not 100% (took me 3yrs) so hang in their Baie be strong and if you need some one to talk to you got me. your friend -Autumn Fade 