Soooo i started this whole blog thing then my work blocked the site haha with a 1 year old at work was the only time i had to do this but now i quit my job... well till march i start again at the same job unless i find a new one. idk what i'm doing with my life things are getting kinda crazy for me. i'm nervous that things will always be this crazy and i'll always just barely be making it. i guess that is life huh? blah.