i'm so nervous about tomorrow. i'm going to visit my..... well i don't know what to call him cuz before he went to jail we were trying to work things out but idk.... he only has 90days for a damn dui but i just don't know how i feel about him even before he was in jail...... my heart says i love him with everything i have but my head is screaming that he needs to grow the fuck up.... i don't like when my organs fight..... i just dont' know what to do i wanna go see him tomorrow so bad but i know it'll be a knock out blow to my head in the fight of the organs.... i don't think this would be so hard if we didnt have a daughter but i'm really not sure.... i'm so confused i can't take it...