aymie

HEY SG

its been a while.... so whats been happening since my birthday/sg night in vice...hmmm

i have been feeling crappy a bit lately...but only because everything seems to be getting on top of me and the people i love... but im getting out of it.. im going out and trying to thing positive...

i was off work for 2 weeks... got signed off.. i was just feeling so shitty about my job! its just not for me! but who am i to moan right ! atleast i have a job! but yeah i just couldnt brig myself to back ion.. i was ill which i think brought me down more.. but i have gone back in now... and im trying my best to stay positive and happy... and its working.. strange... i told myself i was happy and i felt better... weird who would have thought that would work!

the dog is stressing me out at the moment and the"lodger" we have at the mo is also adding to the stress...when i say lodger i mean friend thats been living on my sete for a month....paying no rent! i feel like my house is not my own! but hopefully this will change soon ...

but more than i hate feeling down i hate it when the people i love feel down =( and there is nothing you can do... you can just be there... sometimes i feel helpless.....why cant i make you feel better?

i took the dog for a really long walk by myself for about 3 hours... down the beach and marina.. and i dunno just that little time spent alone just in my own thoughts really helped... and i felt so much better afterwards...

but its all gonna get better soon... i have good feelings =D

but back to the non depressing stuff!!

me and.zoey are looking for a new place..... somewhere with a nice big garden for the dog! and fire alarms!! lol
we realised the other day... just after having a fire that we didnt have a fire alarm hmmm....

my job is getting better... ihad some reallygood feedback and been put forward for more training in a different area =)

last night was the funniest night lololol.. i went to see me friends band! it finished at about 11 and everyone wanted to go home but nooo not me haha!! it was my day off today so nooo chance... =D
so i managed to drag a couple of people to yates!! i love crazy dancing and random nights....
my friends (who are a couple..guy and girl) got chatted up but a french guy who said to my friend who is a girl about the boy "i think its really admirable that your kissing your girlfriend in public" hahaha he wears make up but hes not that girly haha.. well it got them free drinks!!

ahh well i spent all day in bed nursing my hangover but now im ok lolol =D

im excited for tomorow.... wind street with the girls... should be fun...more crazy dancing awaits =D lolol

in the day my uni friend grace is coming up to see me for food and shopping.... i havnt seen her in monthssss itwill be so good to see her!!!

ahh well i will keep you updated.. hopefully withere will be pics from tomorrow...

ahh my set aint up in mr till sep 9th... butdont forgt about me now!! =DD

i will leave you with some random photos...



my friends attempt at pop art i think my hair looks cool even if i look slightly bizzare!


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