axle

How does one turn there incapableness into something more useful? I'm full of doubt and anxiety about the world around me. I'm self conscious and I feel very poorly of myself. I hate pretty girls just because of the sole fact that they are pretty (sorry all you sexy ladies). I'm apprehensive and full of hatred for the propoganda that wars with my eyes. Hatred for the bullshit, hatred for the lies, and hatred for myself. I can't seem to grasp something within myself that is just out of my reach. I will never get anywhere this way. Though my attemtps seem feeble to me at best I will strive to be the sexiest god damn motherfucker you've ever fucking seen!!!!