awkward

This trip to California was a trip
back into my past, a place that
for a while I was scared.. and
unsure I was truly willing to visit.

Having Fatih be the first familiar
person to see from the time
I got off the plane was amazing.

I melted in his arms, remembered
the warmth and happiness of
being held by someone that
cares about me, as such as
I care about them.

I re-fell in love with him on this
trip. Or, at least.. gained
understanding of why I fell
in love with him in the first place.

I suppose, I could spend the
next couple mintues writing
of the things we did, the things
we saw, but I want to be selfish
and keep everything to myself.

I treasured my time in California.

I cried to myself.. the entire
way back to Portland.

but, for the curious mind.
areas I went.

-Stockton
-San Fran.
-San Jose
-Berkeley

Maybe I'll share later..
but not.. tonight.