awkward

Times when nothing could go
wrong, worry me. The times when
life seems to ease it's grip on
you and you're allowed to live without
worry, without being weighted by
the everyday mishaps and
misfortunes.

I keep waiting for something
bad to happen.. but..
I have nothing to complain about.

Yesterday was lovely.
Went into Portland to see
the Cirque de So.. So..
french-canadian something.

Absolutely breath-taking.

Saw a bus.. dected out
in Peep decore. Hilarious.

Drove a couple hours away
from Vancouver, to stare into
the night sky.. in hopes of
seeing something special..

the cold made me shiver..

It's back to working today..

Though.. the end of this
week brings a trip to Cali.

Back to where I used to be..
Someone there cared enough
about me to buy my a plane
ticket to visit.

That just blows my mind.

It's another sunny/cold day
here.

And, I have every reason to
smile..