It is ok to feel depressed during holidays.
You do not have to be in a happy mood if you do not feel so. You should not have a fun because of the date on a calendar if you do not want to.
I wish you to keep good mood and strong spirit but it is okay to feel sad and dreary.
It does not make you wrong if you want to stay alone and do not celebrate anything. I know, you could feel agonizing loneliness but believe me you are not alone who go thru this now.
Another day will begins and we will have to fight our inner daemons. I know we will win. I want you to know it too.
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ferkixlll:
The expectations, layered upon all of the good and bad memories, cheerful seems to be a mask for other people. Behind us now for another year. Enjoy.
lewolf:
It's okay to feel depressed anytime... I missed your last Christmas... and that was sad... ♥♥♥