Oh dear I hope you get used to your night shifts, a nocturnal life can be strange! There are always hundreds of options for the future, I think I just realised that and I feel better
Jus remember, it's all fun n games, personally I don't view things as good or bad, just as one kind of experience or another.... I too am workin nights all the f**kin time, i love my job though..... Still makes me a night person and daylight is remarkably novel..... lol!
Hang in there man, be cool and drop me a line anytime, always good to chat to you