Good outlook too. I know all about loneliness man, it hurts. On the other hand, solitude allows you to think, find out who you are, it gave me a fierce independence. sounds like you're realising parts of your own character now too, that's great. now to find someone to share it with.
Hey thanks for your post Happy New Year! id like it if i actually any support but i dont have anyone to give me it lol but i think im doing alright for right now with out it but thank you so much