So I officially wasted an entire week of my life.

He said he wanted to date me, but he can't force himself to get past the fact that I was Mark's girlfriend.

Everything was going so well, I honestly thought we might start dating.

And now I've been shattered into a trillion pieces.

I have no jobs, and now no boyfriend/ romantic interest. I feel as if I have lost everything all at once.

I wanted to enjoy my summer before college, but now I have a feeling that it is going to suck balls.

I had some much more profound things to say, but I have no energy to type them.

Why must you be so perfect? Apparently I am not worthy of perfection.

Where do I go from here?

At least the tears have stopped, and the numbness is setting in.