arcanus

I'm sitting here, back home, bored as fuck so I figured I would write a little story. First, why the hell am I back at my hometown, because my grandmother died and I had to go to the funeral, fuck funerals. I swear, this is quite poissibly the worst fucking week for her to die. I don't even know why I agreed to go to the funeral, first off, I am against funerals in general, I want people to have a kegger when I die. Sedcond, I haven't seen her in 5 or so years, I blame my father for that. Also I dislike pretty much that whole side of my family. They treat me alot like an outcast, I can see it in their eyes. Plus it cost me a good $150 dollars that I really did not want to part with. Also, it turns out a friend I've been wanting to see for quite a while decided to come to town for the weekend, so I ended up missing that. fucking christ that shit pisses me off. Tonight I decided to go around town and see if anyone I knew still lived around here. It's been almost a year since I've really been here. I didn't see one person I recognized. Even at the fucking street dance. I fucking hate this town. My bird fucking bit me tonight, 3 gashes on my finger now, 1 will probably scar. My mom's new dog doesn't listen to me worth a shit, that makes things annoying. Also the one person that I've really wanted to talk to for the last month and a half still isn't saying a damn thing to me. Figured out this week that she blocked me on msn, though she is hardly on anyways. If it weren't for the fact that I'm against killing myself, I probably would right now. I really should go find a hobo to beat the shit out of, though I don't even know where they hangout anymore. Oh ya, my one hangout around here is closed now as well. I need to fucking get out of here. Thank god I leave tomorrow morning. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I'm done ranting for the night, sorry about not giving a story. I'm sure I will write it down some time.