apriloneil

So last night was a drinking night.....fun for me!!!

Of course it resulted in this text to my ex who is engaged..... "Ugh....I need someone to fuck the shit outta me!"

He took it well haha, he was more fucked up than I was and told me it wasn't gonna happen cuz of all the shit he was on.... He also said "If I go out MAKE SURE I'M COOLER THAN RIVER PHOENIX!" I'm glad we didn't work out b/c he's funnier and easier to brush off with out all the stupid feelings and emotions. Plus if anything were to happen again it would be with his fiance, who I wouldn't mind doing stuff with again....she's hott lol.

Aaaannnnywayyyyy..... Tomorrow is the Framing Hanley concert. I'm excited!!! If my friend can go then I'll be drinking haha....if not, no big deal.

Thursday I get to wake up SUUUUPER early and take my grandfather to the doctor so he can get the feeding tube taken out and then I work that night....Then I'll sleep cuz I work Friday morning.

Friday I might stick around to have dinner with my parents and some of our friends and then I'm gonna head up to Bradford for the weekend. Which means no cam until later....and also that I'll probably smoke again for the weekend....so much for quitting haha....