apricot

I am on reprieve
lacking my j'oi de vivre
missing my gay paris
in this desert dry
and I wrote my girl
told her I would not return
told her its taking a turn for the worse now
I fear

Damn, do i love the Decemberists.
Funny story: I was copyediting for my school's alternative newspaper, where I was having an article published on Eternal Sunshine. And I was reading this one article about pop culture, and saw all these little bubble-pictures on the side.
And my first reaction to the first picture was "Whoa....Gwen Stefani really let herself go!"
Then I realized that someone had taken my profile picture from Suicidegirls and put it in the paper.
Heheh. I want to beat the shit out of myself for calling me fat. BIATCH! I'll lay the smackdown on my [sic] ass! BRING IT!