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well, it looks like I need to take a hiatus from here for a while. Alvina has made an appearance again, so it's no longer a place for me to try and get over her. I had fun over the last 17 days, and some of you folks have given me some good insight and emotional support. But now I have to move on and get myself a life farther away from her.

If you read this, It's not that I don't want to be around you, in fact I am really looking forward to MMM since you said you would be there, it's that I can't handle too much close contact. and you being privy to my inner thoughts and feelings at this juncture is frightening to me. I miss and love you madly still, and I need to try and distance myself from that. But I will not abandon you, if you really need me for something call me, I will do anything I can to help you, but right now you seem to be doing great without me, so I won't be holding my breath or anything.

well folks, cheers!

P.S. If Alvina is back then you should all check out her Self Shot Set in hopefuls, and her Multi-Set with Melly. Love it and leave a comment please, She wanted to be pink so very badly when we were together, I hope that has not changed.