antihero43

So im still alive, which means the magic mushrooms i took last night were not the kind that can kill you after you see some shit. I havent taken those beautiful little stems and caps in over a year and a half, and honestly i dont know why. Sadly though, now im out and i need more. You would think living in Oregon i could just go to the nearest cow pasture of forest or random other location they thrive in, but i dont know what im looking for. I need a hook up here in Portland, but all my regular guys only dabble in the herbal and the hard stuff. HELP ME I NEED MORE!!!

Anyways its NYE......woooo woooo. Most things here to do tonight cost money, which im very very much out of. I was suppose to get my old job back when i came back to live here, but sadly it was a lie. I mean my boss told me i will get the job back 3 weeks before i got home, and when i got home my old boss, who is also my brother btw, said it wouldnt look good to fire someone even if they suck and hire me back on. The only problem i have with that is, everyone who works there knows im a great worker, got voted employee of the month 4 times in 9 months. I just dont get it. So anyways im in Portland, trying to find a job still, i have been here for 20 days. Im broke, and im in desperate need of fun and psychedelics. Yep pretty much sums it up.