Doing new shit is always a bit scary babe, nothing really odd there. And by reading your profile I think you are anything but helpless. You aren't retarded by your feelings doll, they are OUR human instincts. Just some of us have a few more of them than others. Some can't go into anything alone in this life. You have already moved a thousand paces ahead of most. Why did I post on a strangers journal? Fuck it, I don't know why, don't care, I just wanted to. For some things there just isn't an explanation. I was just sniffing about as us wolves are prone to do. You are really pretty by the way babe.. However I don't think you should have ended your favorite bands thing with blah blah blah. Its like saying that what you like is unimportant.. Siouxsie and the Banshees? Great choice. Have you read the Biography? you can get it at any bookstore. One of the best I've ever read. So far my favorites are Sid Vicious and Siouxsie. If I can find one on Billy Idol I am going to totally check it out. Same circle of friends you know. Anyway, I'm sorry I intruded. Just drinking beer and drifting............L8er.......Aj

That movie Hedwig and the Angry Inch kind of wierded me out. It was on the Sundance channel one night. I watched it for as long as I could. I don't have a problem with gay dudes, I mean, to each his own you know, but that was a bit fucking, um, disturbing I guess. I wish I could have seen the expression on my face. Anyway take care beautiful........L8er..........Aj

Chin up, it sounds like a great move overall. If you need to vent, you are in the right place!