Went on a kind of date with a friend of my sister's didn't feel 'that thing' and he is not getting the hint. I even had to do the quick turn the cheek move or one was gonna be surprise planted on me sigh. Not sure what to do have not felt 'that thing' in a long time. Actually the last time was a guy I met on here .....it's weird he was finishing my sentences and saying stuff right before I was going to not like cliche every day things but like well placed monty python quotes among other things. I fell instantly madly ass over head I even fooled around on the first date ....but that was it I completely got blown off. which I didn't understand because he said I was attractive and that the fooling around was supremely epic and asked if he could see me again and then just claimed to be busy a couple times and then stopped answering my texts and e-mails and then a year or so later I text him just to send well wishes and I got some girl he had changed his number. Not on a count of me I hope I got the hint ....actually I saw that there was a hotter girl talking to him on here from somewhere farther a way in our state and kinda figured that was it. Which is fine I just would have preferred he manned up if it was instead of blowing me off but meh. Every one ought to do what they thing is best (John Wayne) But that's the last time I felt 'that thing' so this is weird its like reverse karma because I find myself wanting to blow others off but I'm still unhappy so I still lose.......................
...................Half asleep watching some Egyptology, one of my real first loves. When I think about how the ancient Egyptian (pre-Coptic) religion developed I can see how the idea of the pharaoh joining with Osiris in the nether world would have come to be a belief. If I were Pharaoh and the priests told me that during the day the God Osiris had the difficult task during our night when he was not ferrying the su...n of fighting monsters,demons, and bad guys in the underworld I would have been distraught. When I die I will go to the underworld and help Osiris with these feats to ensure the sun rises each day. I would have told them to arrange for it (since only priests can communicate with gods at that time) and I would declare that I would spend my life training for that and I would bring my own weapons and chariots (hence the grave goods) to assist in my assurance that the sun would rise every day for every Egyptian................yeah that's how I think it went.........at least that's what I would do. If 5,000 years ago me was a formidable leader of a major civilization.
...................Half asleep watching some Egyptology, one of my real first loves. When I think about how the ancient Egyptian (pre-Coptic) religion developed I can see how the idea of the pharaoh joining with Osiris in the nether world would have come to be a belief. If I were Pharaoh and the priests told me that during the day the God Osiris had the difficult task during our night when he was not ferrying the su...n of fighting monsters,demons, and bad guys in the underworld I would have been distraught. When I die I will go to the underworld and help Osiris with these feats to ensure the sun rises each day. I would have told them to arrange for it (since only priests can communicate with gods at that time) and I would declare that I would spend my life training for that and I would bring my own weapons and chariots (hence the grave goods) to assist in my assurance that the sun would rise every day for every Egyptian................yeah that's how I think it went.........at least that's what I would do. If 5,000 years ago me was a formidable leader of a major civilization.