Thank you to everyone who was so consserned after my last post...
I think i need to clairify some things. I know E. wants me to be happy but i don't know what it will take to get me there. I am trying to make changes thats why i'm going to be takeing classes and thats why i am desperatly searching for a job. Its also why i'm on SG.
The alteration i would do don't fit in to the life i have with E. not because he wont let them but because they just don't fit. If i wasnt with E. i wouldn't be in the states. I would be traveling and not worried about getting jobs that will respect me. (i do retail jewelry stretched ears and tattoed necks make it hard to show off the goods -sorry but you just don't get hierd)
I'll be ok and me and E. will be ok. I just need to figure out where my life is supposed to go
I think i need to clairify some things. I know E. wants me to be happy but i don't know what it will take to get me there. I am trying to make changes thats why i'm going to be takeing classes and thats why i am desperatly searching for a job. Its also why i'm on SG.
The alteration i would do don't fit in to the life i have with E. not because he wont let them but because they just don't fit. If i wasnt with E. i wouldn't be in the states. I would be traveling and not worried about getting jobs that will respect me. (i do retail jewelry stretched ears and tattoed necks make it hard to show off the goods -sorry but you just don't get hierd)
I'll be ok and me and E. will be ok. I just need to figure out where my life is supposed to go
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tds:
Take care of yourself. It's been hard for me to comment because i know what you mean, & it involves that great "personal inventory" shit that people end up dealing with but avoid until they have no choice. Anyway, best i can say is just take care of yourself as best you can. If i can help at all with anything, let me know 
toez:
I completely understand, good luck!!