ampersandwich

At this very moment it is 8pm on Monday night.

Yep, that liverwurst would cool me right the hell down.

Re-adjustment. You know, I am having a hard time. I think it is the universe telling me I need to be in the North lands again. I could be happy here forever, really. But this constant uncomfortablity I am having right now, this massive tense feeling I have....yeah. I never yearn to be back in the world. Right now I would give just about anything to be anywhere but here. That for me is just wrong. My father has been terribly ill, and my mum is not doing much better either. I know that we have a few relatives knocking on the reapers door, so I suspect it is instinct telling me I need to be more available.

Neelio has been offered a full time position, and if it does go through, we will start deploying in the summers. I am loathe to give my beloved winters up, but...I have a few jobs available for me as well, that would be a good career move. So I suspect the boy and I will leave here a few months early, in August and then return for the October to February deployment. After that we are living in the Colorado area. That scares the shit out of me, but necessary. We shall see what comes of it all.

How are you angel?

~cheers