ambie

caught off gaurd all worked up the air is as dark and cold as night let me go im not done i swear ill just take one lifetime and i wont lie i wont sin maybe i dont wanna go cant you wait maybe i dont wanna i shouldv asked i couldv helpedat least a fuckin thousand times before will this offer get me in or does this prove that they gave me more and i i wont lie i wont sin maybe i odnt wnana go cant you wait maybe i dont wanna go and i i wont lie i wont sin maybe i dont wanna goooooooooooooo cant you wait maybe i dont wanna go and i wont lie i wont sin maybei dont wanna gooooo -BCR

just shared a corona with two other people thats sad. goin to Cancun for margeritas and to get lit and then going to multiple bars cos for oncei am not the DD yes.
been having alot of dreams about having a daughter lately.
the first i had a little blonde girl about 3 who was with me at the grocery store and was crying saying mommy we are never going to have a house its all dick cheneys fault and we were hungry eating the pastries out of the freezers and then i had one a week ago with my dream daughter emma who i was babysitting cos her daddy was evil and she was so sick and cold and i was holding her tight and then last night iwas pregnant in my dream and so excited to have a baby girl... oh go d this cant be good. i really do want a child... so badly. but right now isnt right... is it? i mean i dont even have a boyfriend let alone a partner so that cant be right. when will it be right. jjjdjsalkdfjeio nweklnf