ambie

"but I'm just trying to love you any kind of way" kooks

I am 23 in about an hour and 34 minutes. It truely does not feel special.
I hope something good happens.
I have to be in court for my divorce early in the morning too, how hellish can my day start?
The ex didn't pass his drug test so I don't know how to feel, I am mad of course but disappointed so much.
Nic and I have had a great week since I never get to spend this much time with him. I wish I didn't have to work so much to support us.
Having full custody won't help because the child support will not make enough up that I could quit my second job, Nic is a beast when it comes to eating and growing.
I did some stupid things last Friday night.
Not my best moments. Ever.
This weeklong vacation should help. I hope.
Going to have people over tommorow night and then to Akron Friday night so maybe I will straighten my personal life out a little bit.
I need a better job, anyone have one to give?
I miss Robsta he isn't even on here anymore.
boo...