amanda

i thought this year was going to be going to be different.
My dad has been admitted to hospital he had surgerey a couple of years ago to replace the arterys in both legs to just below his heart there were complications when he was in surgery it took a long time to recover well semi recover.He went to the Doctors because he was having a lot of pain they sent him to hospital he had some scans done today and they have found the artery is blocked in two places his stomach and his leg.We have to wait for the specialist to see him to see what happens next.His doctor has told him not to have another operation because he is not well enough to pull through we just have to wait for any options they give us.
He is in the same hospital room i was in this time last year with the same nursing team its like a twisted screwed up De ja vu i do not want to sound selfish but it was easier to deal with when it was me who was in hospital.
My head is all over the place i am just trying to function.
I wish it would stop raining.