Dear @rambo and @missy ,
There are a few things I wish I had kept in mind 5 years ago but i was way too stubborn and blinded to know.
1- choose the course I really wanted to go, not being brainwashed by others and lived my life and not my parent's
2- be good to myself, don't let other people get to me in a harsh way and made me feel way too depressed ..
3- Eat clean and do some exercise, some yoga, to clear my head
4- say yes to modelling, I always wanted it yet was too shy and thought i could never become a SG nor anything like it.. crazy right?
5-travel more! learn from what i see and live..
Those are the main things I would tell my self