Good Morning. I feel like SHIT.
First of all, I was a little sad about the way last night went down. I always end up feeling lame, and a little mean, when a video game takes control. I tried to make plans so I wouldn't ditch my social life all together. But nope, Bukowskii is powerless against Rock Band......or the Beatles. I think it's finally time for the Yellow Submarine tattoo.
Second of all, I'm pretty sure I have strep and I'm NOT happy about it at all. I can deal with being sick. I can deal with a sore throat, cutting down on smoking, and an excuse to rest without my father trying to make me feel like a piece of shit. But, I am the kind of person who likes to HAVE antibiotics [unlike that dingdong in texas] when I'm sick. If the doctor has something strong, and made to get rid of the ickies in my body, I FUCKING WANT IT. So what's the problem, Bukowskii? Well, I don't have ANY insurance or ANY money. Awesome right? WRONG. I can't even afford to go to a clinic because I can't afford a co-pay or the meds. So, if I'm lucky I'll have some sinus pressure stuff, some vicks throat spray, and maybe NyQuil or something. But that's only if my daddy is super nice to me. =/ Fat chance. But it looks like ibuprofen, water, and sleep. Worst part? I forgot the worst part because I'm looking at lolcats. OH YES.
Sgt might be in the field all of fucking next week. He has class 9 to fucking 5 every day, not to mention PT in the morning, and they want him to go to the field after class, and then get up the next morning head to the barracks to shower, and shave, and then back to class before heading back to the field again. How the hell am I supposed to feel like he's taking care of me [from texas lol] when he's in the field without a god damn cell phone? Selfish right? Oh well, I'm sick. But it seems to me [me being calous and expecting the worst] that he really is going to have to fall asleep in class and then have a circle jerk around the chain of command, have a new asshole ripped for himself, and deal with bullshit just to be able to get out of going to the field. Blech.
I don't feel well at all, and I wish it was snowing outside. I know that's kinda badluck to ask for that, but I would just love to step outside of my door, see the mountains, and grab a handful of snow to rub on my forehead. =[
I should probably talk about Sgt but once again, I'm distracted with other things.
I feel like I have a hangover from drinking so hard I blacked out and swallowed straight-blade razors. Hangover and a horribly sore throat. Problem is, I'd prefer the hangover....atleast it means I had a good time.
Beatles Rock Band today until Reekie gets home, and then we're staying in because she's off work SO late [so, uhhhh, everyone else....suck it up! she has a job and that means she can't bend backwards for your wishes and she's ditching other plans to see you on monday. she wants to see you but you're not the only person in her life, but shes trying to make you an important one. dont throw a fit]
Next week Reekie works all day every day, it seems.Friday is dinner with Amarillo, and a few awesome others. Saturday is the Billy Talent show. 25 days from now I head back to Texas. I have things to look forward to and I love it. School starts soon, thank god. I just wish I didn't have to take science classes. Lab is NOT for me.
I want a boy to come over and feed me tea, and warm soups, and to kiss my forehead. A good looking boy. We can watch movies. =]
Gonna go take some meds and help daddy install the new headers in the camaro.
XOXO
Bukowskii
First of all, I was a little sad about the way last night went down. I always end up feeling lame, and a little mean, when a video game takes control. I tried to make plans so I wouldn't ditch my social life all together. But nope, Bukowskii is powerless against Rock Band......or the Beatles. I think it's finally time for the Yellow Submarine tattoo.
Second of all, I'm pretty sure I have strep and I'm NOT happy about it at all. I can deal with being sick. I can deal with a sore throat, cutting down on smoking, and an excuse to rest without my father trying to make me feel like a piece of shit. But, I am the kind of person who likes to HAVE antibiotics [unlike that dingdong in texas] when I'm sick. If the doctor has something strong, and made to get rid of the ickies in my body, I FUCKING WANT IT. So what's the problem, Bukowskii? Well, I don't have ANY insurance or ANY money. Awesome right? WRONG. I can't even afford to go to a clinic because I can't afford a co-pay or the meds. So, if I'm lucky I'll have some sinus pressure stuff, some vicks throat spray, and maybe NyQuil or something. But that's only if my daddy is super nice to me. =/ Fat chance. But it looks like ibuprofen, water, and sleep. Worst part? I forgot the worst part because I'm looking at lolcats. OH YES.
Sgt might be in the field all of fucking next week. He has class 9 to fucking 5 every day, not to mention PT in the morning, and they want him to go to the field after class, and then get up the next morning head to the barracks to shower, and shave, and then back to class before heading back to the field again. How the hell am I supposed to feel like he's taking care of me [from texas lol] when he's in the field without a god damn cell phone? Selfish right? Oh well, I'm sick. But it seems to me [me being calous and expecting the worst] that he really is going to have to fall asleep in class and then have a circle jerk around the chain of command, have a new asshole ripped for himself, and deal with bullshit just to be able to get out of going to the field. Blech.
I don't feel well at all, and I wish it was snowing outside. I know that's kinda badluck to ask for that, but I would just love to step outside of my door, see the mountains, and grab a handful of snow to rub on my forehead. =[
I should probably talk about Sgt but once again, I'm distracted with other things.
I feel like I have a hangover from drinking so hard I blacked out and swallowed straight-blade razors. Hangover and a horribly sore throat. Problem is, I'd prefer the hangover....atleast it means I had a good time.
Beatles Rock Band today until Reekie gets home, and then we're staying in because she's off work SO late [so, uhhhh, everyone else....suck it up! she has a job and that means she can't bend backwards for your wishes and she's ditching other plans to see you on monday. she wants to see you but you're not the only person in her life, but shes trying to make you an important one. dont throw a fit]
Next week Reekie works all day every day, it seems.Friday is dinner with Amarillo, and a few awesome others. Saturday is the Billy Talent show. 25 days from now I head back to Texas. I have things to look forward to and I love it. School starts soon, thank god. I just wish I didn't have to take science classes. Lab is NOT for me.
I want a boy to come over and feed me tea, and warm soups, and to kiss my forehead. A good looking boy. We can watch movies. =]
Gonna go take some meds and help daddy install the new headers in the camaro.
XOXO
Bukowskii
2.Nice set!
3.Awesome Cthulu poster!!!
Awesome set by the way!