alickalotapus

Ok, heres the deal...Things have been going screwey in my life. I still have not gone back to smoking which is cool. Heidi and I still going up and down in our relationship, but, still love eachother enough to get married. Since I quit smoking, I have gained a shitload of weight, which isnt cool, now my feet are swelling and I cant afford to go see a doctor. if I goto a doctor and get diagnosed with diabetes, I will never get insurance, and I cant afford treatments. No matter how you look at it, I am fucked. I dont eat a whole lot like most overweight people. I just have metabolism that sucks. My ideal weight for a guy my height and build is about 240. Im about 120 above that.....I need to try and rid myself of the extra asap. A little encouragement on everyones part would be nice. If there is anyone in my area that doesnt mind taking walks and stuff, hit me up, If not, just leave comments and nothing rude...lol...youll hurt my feelings. Ill start posting photos of my progress. Does anyone even read these postings, by the way?