I get a small break in my life and then the universe is always like nope. Well after everything went so great last week and got so many wonderful things going on for once. I realize that nope just can't get life back on track again. Get pulled into the office at work and might be losing my job next week because of things that happened months ago. And when I say months ago I mean like almost six or seven months ago. It seems I just can't get a break in life right now. Oh well guess I'll just hope for the best and maybe this once I will happen. Normally I'm a pretty up beat kinda person but this last year has really taken it's tole on me. I've lost so much and gained so little. And in my life I've always worked to gain alot with little loss and even less hurt over it. And it seems like I guess it's time to pay back all I've had right in my life with a whole hell of alot of wrong. Since I've moved back here to Wyoming almost two years ago no much has gone right. Don't get me wrong I've had my fair share of disappointment in my life. And a whole lot was wrong with my life when I was younger. But I didn't think it was going to swing that much full circle and come back to hit me just as hard again. Well who knows whats going to happen cuz I sure as hell don't and I really don't have any idea what to do next with my life. For a person who has always known what they wanted and where to go this is a whole new thing for me.
