Ye have summoned me back from stygian depths.

I became a suicide girl so that I could alienate millions of people all across the world, and holefully, someday ... just someday ... meet Hal Sparks.

I remember when there were 80 suicide girls, and when your first set went live. I loved it here way back then... and while there are still occasional wonderful new girls, the majority don't do anything for me other than make me wonder why.

Since having reactivated my membership last August (I was gray for more than a year), there have been close to 200 new girls added. It's really a bit overkill now, I think.

Back when it was a new girl every week and I was only 15 I really wanted to be a suicidegirl for the same reason. Now that there are so many girls and I'm old enough to do it, I don't really want to anymore because I feel like I have a hard enough time remembering the girls and I don't want to just be another one out of almost 600. Being a member is awesome, though.

good luck with the GRE stuff. I used to work in an admissions office at a Business School ( student work schlep required for to recieve the student loans I'm still paying off). It's a bitch, but most people I talked to did better than they thought they would.

being cold sucks. I'm wearing TWO beanies...one atop the other to keep my head and ears from being cold.

I agree. from my standpoint I have major time suckage to look forward to. I haven't been able to look at any of the sets for NINE months now...lest I risk being banned from the computer labs out here....that's a lot of catching up that i probably won't bother to.....oh who the hell am I kidding..I'll probably spend a week looknig at all the sets I missed.
but I liked it better when it was more individual and less of a...I dunno...factory.

you mean they don't have a cream for that yet? I thought...surely with the SG lip balm they would have also begun to market all kinds of other personal beauty and care products!

take care

v

I've noticed, when it really counts, this place does come together quite nicely... as much as we're all random misfits... we fit in a way...

as for life... seems like everyone is feeling the same way... some trapped... some 'blah'.. .and others just needing a change.

for me? i need a job, and some companionship.

*sigh* the job is the easy part, the rest is in fate's hands alone.

I'm sick of seeing new girls every day, too. It seems like it's just getting trendy, and u no longer have to have that "special something" to get on the site. Everyone is just starting to look alike. The old girls were all unique; most of the new girls seem to just be jumping on the bandwagon. I used to want to do a set, but I've since changed my mind, because I don't feel the site represents individuality like it used to.

I did it for all the mega hot babes that I knew I'd get to pork.

i have a set waiting to go up hopefully and i did it because i never thought i'd have the guts to do it, i love the aspect of pin-up punk/goth chicks, i love dressing up and playing, i wanted to make some new friends, and the money was a nice bonus too because im in college and i honestly can't afford shampoo or soap any more. one new girl a day does seem a bit overkill, i haven't been a member for very long but i'd love to have it be new girl week cos then when my set finally does go up it'd feel way more special.. and that way people wouldn't just think of it as "jumping on the bandwagon." it just seems like the people complaining feel like the new girls are just fake and are not as unique or beauitful as the older ones, and that's not really fair becuase it's not our choice as to when our sets go up. i certainly hope im not associated wtih the girls who do it primarily for the trend.

[Edited on Mar 15, 2005 8:31PM]

Bigger is not always better, at least that's what they say. The old small site was much more personal, literate and kinky/sexual. But naked girls are always good.
Many of us would stare at new Al sets each week.

i tend to come here mostly to read journals anymore, and it can be a week or more before i have the time and energy to look at a set even for a girl i already think is cool. 99% of all the new sets just breeze past. even if they catch my interest, all that means is they get added to the short list of sets to check out later, as i have time.

then i'll read in a journal that someone has a new set they just shot, and i'll realize it could be forever before it shows up. whenever a new set does come up that i'm interested in, i keep seeing journal posts like 'man, that was so long ago, i'm so different now...'

then you see something like two new quinne sets in a month.

growing pains. too much new content to keep up with and no easy way to keep track of it all. i wonder what the backlog of new sets looks like on the sg mainframe. i can't help wondering if the solution isn't to raise prices, hire more staff, and boost the update factor by a hundred. what would that do to this place, though? the only other solution that comes to mind is to enforce stricter quality control and reject a lot more sets. that would please older members and Girls but alienate noobs and possibly slowly kill the place.

if posting new naked pictures of yourself as motivation for getting in shape is all you want, you could just bootleg it. take some pictures, post them in your pics folder, set up a paypal donation box, and put the money towards a vacation somewhere nice. then when you get in a shape you like better, do another lithium picnic set or somesuch.

i'm reasonably confident you know the difference between being out of shape and being hideously ugly. obviously we lot like your boobs no matter what but don't listen to us if you really want to shape up. even the small amount of weight i've lost over the last year has me feeling more confident and sure of myself than i have in years, if not my whole life.

you're hot.
yeah, the daily new girl thing is kinda annoying. i mean, it's better than before, when there was only one set a day and it was mostly new girls. i dunno, i look at the hopefuls group a lot, and it's so wierd how so many people like, REALLY want to be an SG. I mean, I've definitely considered it quite a few times, and ultimately decided it'd be wierd to be a pin-up professor (not that i'd get accepted, but you know, in what if land). i dunno, the chicks who have this BURNING NEED to be sg's, to the point that they're quitting jobs and dumping boyfriends, etc - wierd.
man do i hate the banner thingies though.
oh my god, grad school is hard. i'm so fucking tired. i've never worked this hard in my life, it's ridiculous.

it's kind of strange how things like this site evolve.

at the same time, I'm sure lots of girls are interested in it from the self esteem aspect... lots of adoration and praise just because of what the site is.

Good luck on the GRE studies.

Wanna start

www.exsuicidegirls.com

?

the sheer number does make it a tad more difficult to find the ones you really click with, though I suppose there should be more of them that one would click with...? I've been here almost half a year, and I've rarely ever looked at both sets, only sometimes check one out. & usually not the new girl's.

Hey at least they raised the price paid for sets I'm not sure why everyone wants to be an SG.. there are so damn many of them I get confused

xo
T

Well, you are famous now. With a little luck, you'll be remembered long after your death. It's fairly plausible that in a hundred years or so graduate students will be researching early forms of internet marketing and Suicide Girls will still be worthy of note. I would say that it has brought you at least a limited form of immortality. It isn't quite The Great Pyramids, but it should count for something.

[Edited on Mar 16, 2005 10:09AM]

Just because is good enough...

I still like the idea of hanging out where most of the folks who actually communicate with the world (I.e., are not lurkers or guys just looking for porn) are actually freaks. I may not pay attention to a whole lot of the new girls but there are still ones that draw me in with their index pics now and again. I honestly spend most of my time reading groups and boards -- just a throwback to my uber-geek days of IRC and MUDs. Luckily my wife loves the pin-up girls so she doesn't smack me around too much for hanging out here. Unfortunately she's started referring to Al as "your girlfriend Al" so I've been spending a lot less time here lately. Nothing worse than having the love of your life jealous of strange people you're never going to actually meet...