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I'm temporarily back online. Yay! I miss my SG peeps!

I'm stuck away from home because my pain has been too bad for me to be able to get on my return flight back to San Francisco. This is a pretty great place to be stuck, though, I gotta admit. I'm at my boyfriend's house ("boyfriend" doesn't seem like the right word for him. He's 6 feet tall, with a big fuzzy beard, and he could break me in half like a pencil-stub if he wanted....maybe I'll call him my "lumberjackfriend", or my "beefcakefriend", I don't know. Any suggestions?). I'd rather be here than anywhere on the planet. A more cynical version of myself would say that it's just that it's the beginning of this relationship, and that even Whitney and Bobby were happy during the first six months of their....um....courtship, but the changes I've made in my life over the past few years and the time I'm spending fixing my shit up in therapy have made it hard for me to be jaded like that anymore. It feels so good to have real, actual hope about a future with someone. It feels so good to be just coasting, trusting someone and knowing that they can trust me