yep, nice and wintery.....sorry you missed it, and sorry I never got to meet you b4 you left!! Im always toooo busy!! Ah, just stupid relationship stuff.... I dont get how people think. It drives me crazy. I always seem to hurt people I care about, I dont mean to, I feel so bad, but also angry because its just as much their fault!!! grrrr. Aka, a few guy friends...yes 3, WTF?? say they cant be friends anymore, because they want to be more than friends, but I dont want to....bla bla, isnt friendship just as important as romanic love??? And what the hell's so great about me they're so clingy, Im not that wonderful!! I know it hurts when someone doens't feel the same about you, but throw close friendships away because??? dumbasses...geez, I've had a crush on my bestfriend since I met her, but she's not into girls, so did I throw her away... no. And yes, frankly I'd rather date a girls for awhile and they still wont stop being all wierd!! ahhhh! Sorry for venting....but you said 'seriously' hehehe anyhoo, thanks for the ear. I think if they want to be petty, then I'll let them, Im tired of emotional caos, I just want to paint happy things for awhile!!

Insomnia is an evil thing which most people will never understand or have to endure. I suffer it often so my deepest sympathies.
Can the magic men at the phone shop not try and find the info you need from your dead phone or is it completely without a pulse?

ya, I know the trouble isnt a specific gender, it's specific people!! Sum are just crazy!!!Whats layer cake?!!

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I suppose thats one sure way of having a fresh start. Do you at least get to keep the number? Just thinking that way people that matter will contact you at some point to check where you disappeared to?