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i feel heroic. i just did the dishes from hell, aka what was left for me after newyears plus dishes from ever since. my fingers feel like the skin is gonna peel of every second. groose.

i didn't feel up to studying this morning, so i stayed home from uni. no biggie. but i have actually already have had the books out today. and i am gonna finish my biochemestry book today. that is the plan anyways. and then i have two days to learn all the biochemestry in. and then it is time for making my ass understand chemestry. ugh. and on friday i have a shoot. it will be nice to do something else than study, lounge around in nighties, bike to uni and ride santos.

my body is aching all over from yesterdays ride. it was the best so far. i am getting in better shape, but damn it is still killing me the day after. and for the first time after riding my abbs hurt. i take this as a good sign.

tomorrow, riding again. but only walking him. my poor aching body!

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i am starting to think more and more about visiting my cousin. she is living in santa fe, and i still haven't seen her kids. she just had her second son, and i think it would be an amazing excuse to swing by morninstar55 for a shoot too. hehe. i am even starting thinking about doing a semester of med. school in usa. but this will mean that i have to move me, the boy and five cats across the atlantic ocean. it seems like a lot of work. either that, or i have to leave the boy with the cats and be alone for six months. i don't know if i could ever do that. but i still love playing with the idea, even if it is never going to happen.