Ugh. It appears I'm going to *yet again* abandon this chapter before it is complete. Slowly. . . slowly. . . It progresses. Essential, and only two or three pages away, but it's fighting me. (More than usual)
I think (hope) that the last three chapters will come more easily.
Somehow, I think I'm subconsciously throwing up road blocks so I *won't* finish. If I never finish, I never have to go back and *edit* this thing. After editing, of course, comes *other* people reading.
On some level, it is certainly true that I write because I sort of enjoy the act of creation. On a more immedate level, however, I would hate to have written the better part of 200,000 words and have it be totally beyond repair.
That would be extra crappy.
Rule: Do Not Count Words. (Ugh)
I think (hope) that the last three chapters will come more easily.
Somehow, I think I'm subconsciously throwing up road blocks so I *won't* finish. If I never finish, I never have to go back and *edit* this thing. After editing, of course, comes *other* people reading.
On some level, it is certainly true that I write because I sort of enjoy the act of creation. On a more immedate level, however, I would hate to have written the better part of 200,000 words and have it be totally beyond repair.
That would be extra crappy.
Rule: Do Not Count Words. (Ugh)
I hope you find use for this project, though.