acedia

this weekend was filled with....PEOPLE. Its like I can't get away from anyone, wherever I go, there they are. grrr....had some people spend the night last night and then I woke up and made everyone breakfast and it made me feel really good for a bit to do something like that.


can I ever feel good for more than an hour anymore. why do I have to sit and pour out feelings to an empty wall. and pretend pretend pretend pretend.