I know its hard to do . . . . but you have to work at prioritizing your to-do list. Then select something and make yourself deal with it, before you go on to something else. Develop a habit of completing at least one task, every day, even if its a small one. Eventually, this habit will make your daily struggle more manageable. It works for me!
Don't turn SG into a "guilt trip"--unsure if there's a word in French for that, my high school French classes were a LONG time ago--just another thing to do. I'm sure everyone will understand that you will get back to them when you can. Besides, 50 is a lot of e-mails!
I hope they're not mad, I don't message you cuz I know you're bombarded with so many PM's. I would love to get messages from you but that's ok I still love ya
It's tough times for everyone, but you'll pull through. We all will and we'll be stronger for the difficulties and hardships that help temper and make us stronger. Spend time with your dog, enjoy life in the snatches between the busy things of the day. You can live an eternity in a single beautiful moment...and that's what you should treasure.