Eventually you will tire of the ennui, and find yourself again. It will either pass you unchanged, or make you more practical in your actions.

a fait peut tre partie de grandir. Moi a m'arrive de temps en temps cette priode de froid ou je ne sais comment le dire

J'espre que a durera pas trop pour toi, c'est pas le meilleur tat d'esprit. Mais si tu veux qu'on parle j'suis toujours prt ok.

It's impossible to think about the present. Reflect on present, this makes it pass
We can only think about the past or the future. This is to live, not to think!

xoxo my dear...

Tu problema es que estas varada en lo que queres en el futuro, in otras palabras tu sabes donde queres estar, y de que forma queres estar, con cuantas personas etc etc. Y del otro lado extranas la simpleza y nostalgico del pasado cuando todo era mas facil. El problema es que en el pasado el futuro en el que estas ahorita y el pasado que ya pasaste no fue tan simple, ahora viendo para atras si lo parece.

Basicamente estas aburrida y hasta cierto nivel ansiosa por que va a pasar y como vas a lograr las metas que tu tenes. Yo estoy pasando por algo asi. Veo como los dias, los meses, los years pasan y yo estoy en un limbo. Tengo trabajo, pero no me siento seguro en el, no me pagan ni super bien, ni mal, siento como que no voy para ningun lado y yo se donde quiero estar y simplemente ahorita no veo el camino. Busco felicidad y satisfaccion pero no la encuentro en el mundo que me rodea.

Simplemente chica es tener paciencia y mantener tu meta en la mente. Y guiate como puedas hacia esa direccion

lol gracias, te dire algo chica, tu sos bella, especial y inteligente. Prueba de eso es que estas aqui y los chavos are drooling for you ;P, que tenes buen espiritu y creatividad, y que NO estas satisfecha. Hay gente que simplemente se vuelve otro engranaje en el mecanismo del mundo, la gente real, excepcional, y valiosa son la gente que se cuestiona y busca siempre mejorarse.

No se si has leido Fausto, pero para mi una de las lecciones principales es que el ser humano muero el momento en que se siente satisfecho y cree que ya no tiene nada que lograr o aprender. La gente que llega a vivir 90, 95, 100 years, es la gente que todos los dias se levanta con una meta o algo que quieren realizar.

Honestamente por ahora, lo unico que quisiera es una buena companera, una novia, un partner, se que es un deseo vanidoso y que deberia estar satisfecho conmigo mismo primero. Pero yo ya he estado solo toda mi vida, apenas tengo "amigos" y la verdad es que lo que quiero es tener UNA persona, por lo menos UNA a la que le pueda confiar TODO, y hablar de todas mis tristezas y felicidades. Con la que pueda pasar un momento en el silencio de esta existencia y sentir que no quiero estar en otro lugar, ni con otra persona. Simplemente un momento de satisfaccion y paz antes de regresar al chaos y a la batalla

I'm a grown female and I'm happy

La felicidad es algo que te tienes que buscar y debes querer, o siempre ser aquello inalcancable

How about a hug?

I think we all go thru times like that, maybe you need to go thru this before you can grow into the person you need to be, just site back, relax and take it all in, look at your life, past, present and even how you want things to be years down the road, it will come to you, it just takes time

that is exactly how i feel right now.....all you can do is hope there is light on the otherside of the tunnel

Life is about phases and you might be having one? May the spring be good to you

I have never been able to write about feelings and stuff in great detail, so I guess that is normal for me. Writing blog's and feeling emotions aren't the same thing. Maybe you are over the blog writing days. Maybe you would like to talk to someone else besides your computer.

Sometimes just staying upright and putting one foot in front of the other is the best we can manage. It's not permanent. Just hang in there and do the best you can for now - clarity will eventually come to you.

Life is about growing as a female. Sometimes it get too stressful, happiness and emotional for every year. Feel better, hun.

Strange. I came to the same conclusion lately. Just UP's and DOWN's nothing in between but boredom and mediocracy which is no now. However some people prefer it ... or don't think about it.

So maybe we are just the ones who ponder too much?

xox

mmm that doesn't sound like you are very happy
xxx

It is difficult sometimes living in the present, if you feel you can think only of the past or future. There is something you can do in the present to help the dilemma. Plan for the future I mean really plan, make a commitment to be somewhere else doing something different with some new people or experience. Do all the research and plan every detail at first in broad terms then in greater detail you may find thet this also helps you decide what it is you really want and you may even end up planning for a future you had previously never contemplated. Someone wise once said that the greatest of journeys start with a single step. Use your experience of the past to help you and maybe just maybe you will turn this thing around.

Have a safe and fruitful gurney through life you may find that in the end the greatest possessions you have are your memories so it is important to find a life that provides opportunity for as many as can be without spoiling others.

Good Luck.

I have to agree with Caia dont think to much on it just go live life.

I don't mean to be condescending, but your use of "enworse" was cute.

I know how you feel. I have to force the words lately too, mainly for the sake of my friends and not because I want to or feel like doing it.

Focusing on the future can be good if the future brings you good things. And sometimes we don't need nuances, we just need to feel. Or that's what I think at the moment... I might change my mind at some point though. I'm sure we'll both settle at some point...

Just relax . . and try to enjoy the things you can! Be Well!

I love your new multi-set! Congratulations!