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I have a billion things in my head, and they all make me achy.

I just hate me right now.

There is nothing I can do about it, but push forward.


It's the demon, my self image, my weight, my looks.

I just can't say anything, because it it just ends up being me looking for attention. Someone linking to what I say and a laughing about it.



I love my new job. I love the weirdo callers that call me bitch or cunt because they hate to brush their teeth and want me to get them multiple extractions so they dont have to brush

Two women with the name Glory Hole. Yes. I matched glory hole to a dentist to be drilled. Needless to say I squirmed in my seat because I am a perv.

I am working towards happy again.

There is a photo of me, I carry it to remind me of what I look like in my underwear, it reminds me that I am imperfect, flawed, but that it should be ok. I should be.