my life is about cooking, poker and music. creativity and natural beauty. love and support for the family and from the family. finding women i'm attracted to who don't annoy me, and who i don't annoy. tits and ass. sushi and spicy foods. pretty simple, really. keep in touch, and maybe i'll have enough scratch to visit your side in june. of course, if you move to la, you'll be a short drive away. peace.

i am thinking about morphing into a vengeance demon, though, and dropping karmic levies on the 'me firsters', 'unwarranted egos' and 'abusive fucktards' of the world. it would be sweet. wanna help?

i don't know hamster manwhich, but i think i met his brother, sloppy.

I am still learning what my life is, its been scary but beautiful and amazing at the same time!

Ya know.....if you move out this way, you can move to the bay area, which means you will be close to me!!

LA sucks

My goal is being happy with myself. Most days I'm successful.

My goal toward a successful career is only insomuch as it can get me what I want. I want to travel around the US and to other countries. I don't think I'll ever be truly happy but I have truly happy moments and those are enough for me.

I would love it if you would come out west and I'm sure you would love it too. I have a major hard on for this side of the country. I don't know if I would ever leave it.

It's true. Far too many people think they need someone or something to make them happy. I think that until they learn to be happy with just ourselves, we'll never be happy with anybody/thing.

thanks, hon. i miss you!

Good for you, honey. I have loved watching your life unfold and think you are the greatest for sharing it with all of us. Keep me updated, and I miss you bunches.

As for me and my life goals: I want to raise my son to be a decent human being. It may not seem like much, but I just think if there are just a few more good people put into the world, major changes can happen. I want to cook decent dinners for my husband and wake up next to him for the next 60 years. I want to travel to Europe at least once, and lay on a white sand beach looking out over crystal clear water a few more times. I want to be known as a good person who lived a life full of love.

I suggest Meth.

Those pics are adorable. I would like to be a calm person. It is something that has eluded me thus far.

I wish I could answer all those questions, but I can't. I never feel I can.

I am just trying to position myself to one day have the opportunity give The Man the biggest punch in the cock he has ever received.

The tacos in LA are much better than New Jersey.

your comment really brightened my day.

once i started loving myself and making changes for me-- i found love.

thank you for being you. happy panda love fest.

I was happy once, and believe that I will find the happy again someday.

For now, as lame as it sounds, I just try to be a little bit better today than I was yesterday.

i can only hope that my life is shaping up to the life i want it to be. i know i need to get out and make some serious choices for myself too. but i am totally glad that you are doin whats best for you. and personally, i'm from the LA/SOCAL area originally, and i love it out there. i think the best way to get what you want is to explore go for it

My life has been about many different things at different times. I've not been satsfied with the dogmatic idea that there is some sort of core truth that reveals or dictates who we are or what we "should" be or do. For my own part i will say that every time I started to think that I was getting a handle on what my life was about my world changed. That used to cause me concern but truthfully no more.

Oh lord where to begin...Life took an upturn at the beginning of 07 and is steady so far - I'm feeling that a partner and travel could bring on an ideal that you are mentioning.

Happy B-day to Rafi! As for your question. I'll get back to you on that in a few months. I've found who I never would have expected to find, although I always did expect to find (if that makes sense? I think it does.) For a very long time, I've been jaded, some what cynical and less than

Now, I've got to knuckle down and focus during the days and hours away, so that as things progress forwards the future can be easy.

I'm so happy right now Kayte.

Wow, ^^^ that used to say something. Something along the lines of . . .


♥


Yeah.





And yes, the song is very fitting.

I love you, too.

I admit, I'm as guilty as anyone for nastiness on the boards, but I try to reserve it for people who deserve it.

Which doesn't sound all that good, does it.

Self examination is never easy, is it. But it's always for the best

Hey you, long time no talk. Ugh, I'm getting by. I'd be a lot worse if I hadn't been accepted to Baltimore; I'm not completely sold on that program yet, but it's definitely better than nothing (and it's pretty close to my parents in Philadelphia), but I'm definitely feeling the beatdown from the rejections. I don't know, I'm really gunning to have the whole first draft manuscript of my novel completed by the first week of June, when the Austin Agents and Editors conference takes place and I'll get a ten minute sit-down with either a literary agent or an editor and have a chance to pitch my book and myself.

All in all, this isn't exactly a fun time. There's too much up in the air that I can't affect very much, and a lot of things won't be decided for a few months. I don't like waiting like this, and doing my best to finish the novel just doesn't feel like enough.

But how are you, aside from everything you mentioned in your blog?

Heh, thanks. I think I have more junk in my head than I previously thought. All those days when I should have been hungover from my alcohol consumption the night before but strangely felt fine might be coming back to me now.

As for me, I'm not sure.



-TM

That pic of you and connie is just... inexpressably wonderful!

I suppose at this point i'm not really expecting any major new formations in my life. I just hope to build on what I have. But I'm always intrigued by those who, like yourself, are pursuing new dreams and possibilities. That's one of the reasons I keep coming back to this site!

the weird thing is, i was defending brett favre against those heathens pip and mylf. i would have thought crispy was on my side there. bizarre. oops. i see you're friends with pip, too.