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I have a pretty amazing group of friends. Thank you so much for your words lately. You guys are so incredible. I am one lucky dame.

So today I have been thinking about kindness and consideration. I think about these both a lot. I was thinking more so about how they fall into personal relationships. How I have seen friendships fall apart because of the lack of consideration people have to pick up the phone and check in on a friend, or shoot of an email just to say hello. How the small things add up. How being good to the people you love really should not be all that hard. I really want to be good to those who I love, and I think there is always room for improvement. We are never done, we are always works in progress. Your life is what you make it, and by being kind to those in it, you are making their life and your own a little bit better. The most attractive man or woman can be totally rude or careless, and they become completely unattractive to me.

I am going to see Gogol Bordello next weekend. This may cause me to go insane. I am stupid happy to see them again.

I have been writing and drawing again. Listening to my music loud. I have been listening to the Decemberists while I draw and the New Pornographers when I write. I want to make music again. I don't see that happening anytime soon. I miss it bad. Like an ex-lover who still comes to you in dreams. I miss my theremin, my drums, my bass. But alas, we trade things in to make our lives better. My life is a bit better without them. Now it is time to invite them back, since I am in a different place.

I pulled a muscle in my ass today. I think it was from excessive masturbation. Or cleaning the house. I will get back to you on that.

Hope you all are having a great weekend. I love you.


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